dear... what's bothering you?
tell me your stories.
show me your sorrow.
let me feel your pain.

dear... it's ok to cry sometimes...

dear... may i hug you?

kemudian tersenyumlah.
berbahagialah selamanya.

Hai, Love...
I was just watching a slideshow of our photos...
i touched your face on those photos...
and i started crying...

and it was amazing!

i thought, my heart was died.
since for a very long time, i can't feeling anything.
Numb...

to be honest, while i was crying, i still don't know how was my feeling.
i was just kept  crying and sobbing..

but, if someday i can really feel again, i think that feeling will be "missing you".
truely, deeply, extremely much.